Big Changes
However, I really do love change. Those of you that know me, know how many times I will change my hairstyles, or move my furniture, or switch up my gym routines. I like to experience different things and to see things in a new light. I think it makes life less monotonousness. This move though is one of those Big changes. I am thankful that for our first really big move we only have one small toddler trying to get into all my organized packing piles, instead of multiply tiny people getting into everything! Samuel has really been listening well. We started obedience training with him as soon as he was mobile (one of those invaluable lessons I learned from my own dear Mama) and it is really paying off now! It is so neat to see in small ways how daily coaching, training, practice and patience do really make a difference! It is such a blessing when times are crazy and busy to have an obedient child who listens.
God is so gracious to give us this opportunity! Our biggest peace about the move comes from knowing that it is in the Will of God. There were several things that came up that could have made us ineligible for this move and each time we just prayed about it and left it in God's hands. One by one those obstacles fell away. One of my favorite verses seems very fitting "A man's heart plans his way, but the LORD directs his steps." Psalm 16:9 This is not necessarily the plan that I had in mind but I would rather the Lord direct our steps! As thankful for I am for this opportunity it is not all a cake walk, and there are days that I want to give up. I was just telling my sister the other day as I was trying to pack up and sort through my belongings, that I felt so overwhelmed that all I could do was curl up on the couch with my toddler and try to ignore my mess for an hour or two! I wish we could just be there and my stuff would be magically organized and sorted! Sadly this is not the case! Like in anything there are good days and bad days. On the bad days I have been consuming more sugar than I should, but it helps a little bit ;)




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